I am so tired of doctor appointments. It doesn’t matter what type, the thought just exhausts me.

Today is physical therapy, and the thought of going is just exhausting. I know it is supposed to help me in the long run, but in the present I’m not feeling it, I’m dreading it.

Basically, it seems like all the doctor appointments are keeping me in a steady medication level.  I know it helps to a certain extent, as in the past when I took myself off the meds and I regretted my decision. So, I know I can’t stop taking the meds.

I hate taking all the meds, 20+ years ago I never even took an aspirin. It is getting more difficult to remember the days before the me of the last 20 something years. My pain level even before PT has been extremely high on the # bar(The 1-10 Chart<eye roll>)

As I am emerged in my chromic situation, I’m not able to do anything to get any minute amount of relief I wonder what terrible thing I did to deserve this. I know this is not a rational thought, but that is where my mind goes.

Well, I s’pose I will go through some email while I wait for Mom as I still don’t have my Jeep back….sigh.

AS ALWAYS KEEP ON CRAFTING & LOVIN’EVERY MINUTE! NO MATTER WHATYOUR STYLE!…WHILE YOU AT IT ENJOY ANY WRITING OR OTHER PROJECTS YOU LOVE!!